Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Gardening and waiting....


I know that my time is going to come. So many of my friends who have went through infertility and many of you have went on to become mothers and it makes me hopeful yet leaves me wondering when it will ever happen. I am going to the fertility clinic in a few weeks, i have switched clinics to a new dr. The only treatment we have ever done is clomid and provera and now I am finally able, financially to go and have some stuff done. I am hoping and praying that whatever I have done will work. I am excited and scared to. But I have been doing good, my grandfather has healed up from the accident we were in and we have been enjoying this weather. I bought a house right next to my granparents. We have a lot of land and so we have a garden, my granpa has always had a huge garden each year as long as I can remember. I am happy where I moved because i grew up right beside of here. It was my great uncles house and they decided to move so i jumped at the chance to buy it!! We have already planted our peas, onions, poatoes "taters lol as I call them" we planted our cabbage, broccoli and soon we can plant our corn, beans, cucumbers, tomatoes, and bannana peppers. last yr we tried watermelons and they did not taste very good. So I will just have to buy all the watermelon I eat (which is usually alot) last night we built a fire and roasted hot dogs and marshmallows with my little cousin I babysit, who I call JitterBug. Me and Anthony love to go fourwheeler riding. He works in the coal mines and he finally got put on day shift so I am soo happy I get to spend every evening with him. I hated when he worked at night. So I am staying busy and being happy.